ok so i am really against drugs. i think that drugs are bad and that you should not do them. D.A.R.E is what my friends always say… but usually when they say that they follow it with “you to kill yourself” or something along those lines…… my friends are hilarious.
this happened to me a few months back, but i didnt have anything to right about today so i will right about this. i had woken up early in the morning because i had peed the bed (only the 3rd time for the week) and went to the kitchen to get an early breakfast. i saw that my mom had bought flinstones vitamins (the gummy kind). i really like fruit snacks and candy so i had some. i thought theyd be good for you since they were vitamins but i guess when you eat 50 of them (entire bottle) for breakfast in one sitting they lose their nutrishunal value.
i guess i blacked out because my mom told me the rest of the story but she said that she took me to the hospital when she found me passed out in the kitchen with the open bottle of flinstones vitamins. i was in the hospital on a ventilator my mom says in critical condition for the next week and a half because my liver kidneys pancreas and spleen were all overloaded. the doctor gave me a 50/50 chance.
when i recovered they had this counseler come talk to me. this counseler was a lot like the one from school except less creepy and didnt tell me he wanted to have sex with me. the counseler asked me a lot of questions like “do you get made fun of at school” and “do you ever cry yourself to sleep”. i answered yes to almost all of his questions. he had a talk with my mom outside and came back in and told me i was suicidal. i didnt know what that meant at the time so i agreed with them.
when i got home i googled it.
self-destructive: dangerous to yourself or your interests; "suicidal impulses"; "a suicidal corporate takeover strategy"; "a kamikaze pilot"
i guess i am supposed to be a pilot when i grow up.